Dec 10, 2008

ku bukan milikmu lagi...

Takkan Bisa Diriku
jadi Sperti Yang Kau Mau
karna Diriku Bukan Milikmu Lagi
..Heyya..Hey..Yah..

yang Takkan Pernah Terhapus
dan Tak Terlupakan Dari Dirimu
lelaki Yang Pernah Bersamaku
dan Mencintaiku Sepenuh Hatimu
tapi Ternyata Kau Pergi
tinggalkan Diriku
cinta Dan Sluruh Mimpiku

kau Takkan Bisa Jadikan Diriku
seperti Yang Kau Mau
karna Ku Bukan Milikmu
aku Adalah Wanita Yang Pernah
kau Sakiti, Tapi Kau Tahu
ku Bukan Milikmu Lagi


takkan Pernah Kusesali Dan
aku Ragukan Keputusan Ini
sebab Hidup Takkan Berhenti
sampai Disini Hanya Karna Dirimu
tapi Ternyata Kau Pergi
tinggalkan Diriku Cintaku
dan Sluruh Mimpiku

Dec 4, 2008

AKU kekasih MU yang tak dianggap

AKU mentari tapi tak menghangatkan MU
AKU pelangi tak memberi warna di hidup MU
AKU sang bulan tak menerangi malam MU
AKU lah bintang yang hilang dikala kegelapan

selalu itu yang KAU ucapkan padaku
sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap aku hanya bisa
mencuba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
akulah bintang yang hilang di kala kegelapan
sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah
sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap aku hanya bisa
mencoba bersabar ku yakin kau kan berubah

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencuba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah
sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa
mencoba bersabar..
ku yakin kau kan berubah...

Nov 15, 2008

if i were a boy

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think i'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
and you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

but your just a boy

Oct 10, 2008

IM LOST WITHOUT YOU

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

Oct 9, 2008

ThE wAy tHaT i LoVe YoU



After all of the times that we tried,
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made,

I Know Now you don't love me the same

The way that I love

(The way that I love you)

The way that I love

(The way that I love you)

The way that I love
(The way that I love you)


I woke up kinda early today,
and something told me from that moment
it wouldn't be the same

Felt like you were hidin' something,
but I didn't push it,
I didn't complain or
say nothing
I tried to act like I didn't see it,
'cause deep down I know I didn't wanna believe it
There it was, it was you and her,
you left your sidekick
on the night stand and I read

Everything you did and everything you said,
now I'm standin' here lookin' like damn
I thought it was you and I,
now all I gotta say is why I noticed now that when I'm around,
you be tryin' to lock the door,
whispering on the phone
Now wait a minute,
since we been in this house you ain't never did this before,
tell me what's this about..

(What's this about) I tried to sit and say to myself,
this here is too good, he don't want nothin' else There it was,
it was you and her,

you left the credit card receipt inside the beamer babe
Oh Oh You lied You lied Oh why Why
Yes
why'd you have to lie to me
Why'd you have to lie to me-e
Why'd you have to lie to me

Why, why, why, why
You lied,
you lied, you lied
We made, we made,
we made
Oh

Sep 30, 2008

shupping time at sungei wang...

the four of us...
searching for bju raya...
sempat lagi possing kt tandas..
kehkehkeh....

Ladybelle and me...
dh lama tak jmpe minah ni..
makin howt la plak die...
oopsss..kembang mmbe...


tingginye...
sya,me and kecik...
smart pic of us...


KISS...KISS...
wooopsss...
dont mess up..
not a lesbian huh....
BESTFRIEND...

me in completely white suit..
very angelic look of me...

Aug 9, 2008

My LuRvE oNe


MeMoRy KaT SAMTTAJ ThAt WiLL nOt Be FoRgOtTeN


NAIMAH ZUT,AYU,DETTY,ZILA,ME AND PNAT SCEEN



AZILA ALIA RAIHANA IFFAH,ZUT AND QISH



PDOT,QISH AND QILA DETTY AIMI AND ZUTIQA



QISH , AYU , AIMI , NABILA



PDOT AND QISH


I have a story to tell
its bout my bestest fren
when i was in samttaj...
they fill my life with laughter
miss them a lot...
i know iffah and pdot..
when i was form 2...
so much fun between us...
bell too...
we've been bestfren..
and we always cause trouble in da school..
fun memory to remember..
i still remember...
we like to had a fight with boys..
we are like the tomboy..
hehehehe...
still remembering..
they give us a receipt as a warning..
there was a threatened letter too..
well...youngster...
nothing to do...
besides looking for trouble..


this is story when i met sceen,alia,ayu,zila and detty...
they add the colourful of our group..
actually...
ayu,zila and detty is from our enemy group..
wow..that's odd...
but that doesnt mean we cannot be friend..
who knows...we are the best friend among others..
two group combined..
and there we created one strong group...
the whole year end....
we have so much fun..
and making so much trouble..
naughty us...

but i cannot forget how naughty and bad we are..
when we had a fight with senior boys...
so awesome...
until we create a coral speaking..
just for them...
havoc year in my life...



this is story when i get to know iemah and zut...
at first...i am really not into them..
well...they are my enemy when i was in form two..
but as they say...
'tak kenal maka tak cinta...'
from enemy...we become the strongest group...
and yet they say...

'jangan benci sangat...nanti sayang...'
that is what happen to me...
gosh...
knowing them...adding more laughter to our life...
with the funny iemah,ayu and zila...
the serious detty,zut and alia...
and combination of the naughty me,iffah,bell and sceen..
this group was the most havoc of all...
oh yeah...


qish...i know her from pdot..
we are not close actually...
but times goes by..
make she enter the group...
there...the group become more stronger..
and stronger...and stronger...
aimi...
not forgot about her...
the petite girl..
always know how to make us happy..
eventhough at first we dont like her..
but sooner and later...
we became like sisters...
loving each other...
and i hope...
this friendship will last forever..
eventhough we are seperated by time and spaces...
but this friendship will remain forever..
and ever and ever and ever...



Aug 6, 2008

my mistake that will not be forgiven...

efa and aida...
i met them when i enter
Sekolah Menengah Teknik
Selangor Sungai Buloh..


knowing them make my life happy..
they are the only friend in that school..

hanging out with them..
can make me forgot all the problem i had..


but my mistake..
my fault..

make them separated away from me..
they are touched by me..


i admit it...
it is my fault..

bcause i dont contact them that much...
and they feel that i have forgot them..

i never did...
i never forgot them from my mind..

but cause of the time and the distance..
make me look like that...

i miss them a lot..
and i dont know how should i apologize to them..
and only god know how i miss & love them...


until the day come..
i just can pray..

that they will never forget me..
and still have the way to forgive me...

aida...
u are the most bubbly person i know..
the way you talk and babbling..

i will never forget that..
and you are the most petite among us..
and the pretiest too...
i adore that...
u are the most photogenic among us..
and i will never forget u..
eventhough u have forget me..

efa...
u are the most responsible friend i have..
u always know what and how to make me happy
..
and u are always there when i need you...
and me... just a girl..
who forget you when i easy...
hang out with u...
make me feel shy..

because u are beautiful..
not like me...
i am not suitable to hang out with you..
but u still hang out with me...
without taking care of what people say...
and i will remember that..


to both of you...
im sory to hurt your feeling...
and i miss both of u..
if there is any chances for us to get back together..
tell me...
i will never forget you...


RIHANNA SONG I LOVE...

"Cry"

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry'
cause I never leave my heart openNever hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...

"Haunted"

[Verse 1:]
The steps on the stairs
Aren't really there
Feel like there's someone watching me
Shadows on the wall
Whispers down the hall
When I look theres nothing to see
You say that you let her go
Turn the page and closed the door
Can't get inside your head
'cause when I try, she's there instead

[Chorus:]
I can't compete with a memory
How can I fight with someone that I can't see?
Theres two of us but it feels like three
I wish her ghost would just let us be
Boy your everything I ever wanted
But I got to let you go 'cause this love is...

Haunted
Haunted

[Verse 2:]
You say that shes gone
That you've moved on
so why do I feel her eyes on me
Invisible chains keep us in pain
Won't you please tell her set you free?
Sometimes when you look past me
Your eyes see someone I can't see
So I've given up this war
'cause I can't fight it anymore

[Chorus:]
I can't compete with a memory
How can I fight with someone that I can't see?
Theres two of us but it feels like three
I wish her ghost would just let us be
Boy your everything I ever wanted
But I got to let you go 'cause this love is...

Haunted
Haunted

[Bridge:]
Wish I could cast a spell to make her spirit leave
The walls close and then its so damn hard to breath

[Spoken Whisper:] There is nothing I could do about it...

[Chorus:]
I can't compete with a memory
How can I fight with someone that I can't see?
Theres two of us but it feels like three
I wish her ghost would just let us be
Boy your everything I ever wanted
But I got to let you go 'cause this love is...

Haunted
Haunted...
Haunted
Haunted
I don't want to fight anymore
Someone is walking out that door...
Haunted
Haunted...

"Push Up On Me"

We break, break, we break, break, we break, break we're breaking down [2x]

It's getting later baby, and I'm getting curious
nobody's looking at us, I feel delirious
'cause the beat penetrates my body
shaking inside my bones
and you pushing all my buttons, taking me outta my zone

[Bridge:]
The way that you stare, starts a fire in me
Come up to my room you sexy little thing
And let's play a game, I won't be a tease
I'll show you the room, my sexy little thing

[Chorus:]
I wish you would push up on me
I wish you would push up on me
I wish you would light me up and say you want me
push up on me [2x]

I know many guys just like ya, extremely confident
Got so much flavor with you, like you're the perfect man
You wanna make me chase ya like it's a compliment
But let's get right down to it
I could be the girl that'll break you down

[Bridge]

[Bridge:]
The way that you stare, starts a fire in me
Come up to my room you sexy little thing
And let's play a game, I won't be a tease
I'll show you the room, my sexy little thing

[Chorus:]
I wish you would push up on me
I wish you would push up on me
I wish you would light me up and say you want me
push up on me [2x]

[Chorus]

We break, break, we break, break, we break, break we're breaking down [2x]

I wanna see how you move
Show me, show me how you do it
You really got me on it, I must confess
Baby there ain't nothing to it
Baby, who you think you're fooling?
You wanna come get me outta my dress

[Bridge]

[Chorus]



Breakin' Dishes"

[x4]
I don't know who you think I am

He been gone since 3.30 (3.30)
Been coming home lately at 3.30 (3.30)
I'm super cool, I've been a fool
But now I'm hot and baby you're gonna get it
Now I ain't trippin', I, I ain't twisted
I ain't demented, well just a little bit (huh)
I'm kicking ass, I'm taking names
I'm on a flame, don't come home babe

[CHORUS]
I'm breakin' dishes up in here
All night (uh huh)
I ain't gonna stop until I see police lights (uh huh)
I'm a fight a man (tonight)
I'm a fight a man (tonight)
I'm a fight a man
A man, on a m-a-a-a-aan
A man, a man, on a m-a-a-a-aan
Oh

I'm still waiting, come through the door
I'm killing time and I'm bleaching ya clothes
I'm roasting marshmallows on the fire
And what I'm burning, is your attire
I'm getting restless, I'm getting tested
And I can't believe hes always out every night and never checks in
Is he cheating? Man I don't know
I'm looking round for something else to throw

[CHORUS]
(Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh)
I don't know who you think I am
(I don't know who you think I am)
But I really don't give a damn right now
(Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh)
If you don't come I'm a huff and puff and
Blow this, Blow this, huh
Blow this, Blow this,
I'm a blow this, blow this, huh
Blow this, Blow this
I'm a blow this, blow this, huh
Blow this house, house down
Dishes, breakin' dishes, breakin' dishes

[CHORUS]
A man, a man, on a m-a-a-a-aan
a man, a man, on a m-a-a-a-aan
breakin' breakin' breakin' breakin' (dishes dishes, dishes) [x3]



Jul 30, 2008

HeR bURfDaY iS CoMInG...yEaY....

ThIs iS tHe BurFdAy gIrL...
WiSh HeR dA bEsT BurFdAy ShE cAn GeT...
hEr bUrFdAy Is ON 31St JuLy...
I hOpE sHe WiLL gET eVeRyThInG tHaT ShE wAnT...
tHiS bUrFdAY gUrL..
shOuLd HAve ThE bEsTeSt BuRfDaY eVeR...
fRoM uS...tO yOu..MIsS sYa...
HaPpY bUrFdaY...AnD sWEeT 9tEeN...
dOnT fOrGeT uS tAw...
HaPpY bUrFDaY tO yOu...
yOu WeRe BoRn In ThE zOO..
wItH tHe mOnKeY aNd kaNgArOo...
hApPY bUrFdAy To YoU...
dOnT Be MAd Haaaa...
hehehehehe...miss u AnD LuV u BaBe...



AND THIS IS ALL FOR YOU BABE...DONT FORGET US...