Jul 30, 2008

HeR bURfDaY iS CoMInG...yEaY....

ThIs iS tHe BurFdAy gIrL...
WiSh HeR dA bEsT BurFdAy ShE cAn GeT...
hEr bUrFdAy Is ON 31St JuLy...
I hOpE sHe WiLL gET eVeRyThInG tHaT ShE wAnT...
tHiS bUrFdAY gUrL..
shOuLd HAve ThE bEsTeSt BuRfDaY eVeR...
fRoM uS...tO yOu..MIsS sYa...
HaPpY bUrFdaY...AnD sWEeT 9tEeN...
dOnT fOrGeT uS tAw...
HaPpY bUrFDaY tO yOu...
yOu WeRe BoRn In ThE zOO..
wItH tHe mOnKeY aNd kaNgArOo...
hApPY bUrFdAy To YoU...
dOnT Be MAd Haaaa...
hehehehehe...miss u AnD LuV u BaBe...



AND THIS IS ALL FOR YOU BABE...DONT FORGET US...




Jul 25, 2008

this is pya...we love hang out together...
dunno why..but we have so much chemistry..
sumtimes some argue..but it will heal soon...
lurve her...and hoping to be the best fren ever..
this is sya...i love hang out with her...
she has such a bubbly personality..
being with her can make me laugh so much...
forgetting all the pain and just seeing the laughter...
always sharing bout our love life...
so i am more comfortable with her...
when it comes to my love life problem..
hoping to have a long lasting friendship with her...
this cimok...oh gosh...i know her since the first day...
i enter uniHELL..she is a bullying person...
and the person she bully is me...
poor me...but i love to be bullied by her...
cause she make me like her sister...
yap...i am her big sister...bcoz she was so small.and short...
hahahaha....and yes...this friendship will go on and on...
this is belle...she is my classmate...
whenever i want to go to class...i will go with her...
although she like to remmber the past..
but that will not kill our friendship..
well...it is usual to have a fight...
but it will heal and we will be okay again...
love her...and hope to be her best buddy ever...


JaOhnYe AkU DaRi MeReKa


bila mana aku berada dekat dengan mereka...
hati ini terasa..
bagai ada yang tak kena...
yelah..nak bezakan aku dengan diorang..
umpama langit dan bumi...
rendahnye konfiden diriku ini...
kenapa...?
kenapa aku perlu rasa macam ni...
aku tak nak larikan diri dari mereka...
tapi aku terpaksa...
aku tak layak untuk berada disisi mereka...
siapalah aku...
untuk berada bersama mereka...
aku sayangkan mereka...
tapi aku dapat rasa....
diriku amat tidak layak untuk menjadi sebahagian daripada mereka...
mereka cantik...hot...
aku...ape yang ada...
menyusahkan je...
dhla tak lawa...
gmok lak tu...
tak layak langsong nak bergaul dengan diorang...
tolonglah aku...
aku sayang diorang...
tapi aku rasa...
seperti aku lari dari aida dan efa...
aku perlu lari dari mereka...
begitu juga...
aku cuba untuk tidak join diorang...
dalam apa hal sekali pun...
aku sayang korang...
tapi aku tak layak untuk berdiri disisi korang...
maafkan aku...

TRUE FRIENDSHIP I EVER HAD


life is so much pain

no one will satisfied with what we do

there is always fault in whateva we do

do they know me well

do they know what the hell they talking bout?

why im the only one to be look down.

am i dat bad?

am i?

when i build my confidence to this kind of level...

they crush it like it was never there.

sometimes,

we shouldnt have friend.

they will taught that they always ryte.

it is always been me to take care bout their heart

but what bout mine?

i have heart too..

am i to idiot to be respect too?

am i bad when i wear like that?

yeah...im a bitch..

so what?

am i hurting u all..?

well..

think bout it again..

what bout my feeling...

my appearance make u a lil bit yew...?

whats dat...

am i a person or animal..

dont i have a heart or feeling...?

i know they are beautiful..

but should they insult me like this.?

friends....

why are they so hard to find...

why are they so hard to understanding?

am i dat bad..

until they think i’ve made it?

am i a bitch or a whore?

am i?

what on earth am i babbling about?

they would never understand me...

should they?

should i understand them?

why should i?

just let go..

friends come and go...

but they will hurt us...

day by day...

i will forgive and forget..

forget everything forever...

please dont be touch afta reading this..

u should consider my feeling

before u consider yours...

what am i towards u?

just a big girl who u can laugh at?

maybe i dont understand ur kind intend..

but i do understand mine...

thnks for everything...

the memories still go on..

but not the friendship..

i accept the bad...

i wouldnt mind...

dont ever judge a book by its cover..

or not...

u’ll regret...i can do it too..

but i nver judge u guys..

cause u r my fren...

thats all..

for today..

from the broken heart..

to the proudest heart on the earth...

may FRIENDSHIP stay FOREVER.

and the INSULTING thing too..

go on now and forever...

sumtimes...

to let it go
is the most hardest thing on earth...
when we regret of what we have done...
we will cry,...cry and crying...
thats all can we done...
to stop and turn back to past...
is the most impossible thing in life...
no matter easy it looks...
it is so hard to return back...
after all what we've done...
we never know what will happen next...
sumtymes...
we felt that he loves us...
but in one time...
we will realize...
what is the true love is all about...
hurting me like i am nobody...
treat me like im a trash...
i love him...
but what ive done is the most bad thing ever...
i cant turn back...
i will keep it as long it can keep me...
its ok...
as long as i can treat myself as me...
i love him so much...
and i love my friend...
they teach me everything that i don't know...
and for those who look me as a bad girl...
im sory...
maybe i am a bad girl...
a bad girl enough to be hurt...
love them,,,