if i were a boy

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think i'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
and you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

but your just a boy

IM LOST WITHOUT YOU

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

ThE wAy tHaT i LoVe YoU

After all of the times that we tried,
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made,
I Know Now you don't love me the same
The way that I love
(The way that I love you)
The way that I love
(The way that I love you)
The way that I love
(The way that I love you)

I woke up kinda early today,
and something told me from that moment
it wouldn't be the same
Felt like you were hidin' something,
but I didn't push it, I didn't complain or
say nothing I tried to act like I didn't see it,
'cause deep down I know I didn't wanna believe it
There it was, it was you and her, you left your sidekick
on the night stand and I read
Everything you did and everything you said,
now I'm standin' here lookin' like damn I thought it was you and I,
now all I gotta say is why I noticed now that when I'm around,
you be tryin' to lock the door,
whispering on the phone Now wait a minute,
since we been in this house you ain't never did this before,
tell me what's this about..
(What's this about) I tried to sit and say to myself,
this here is too good, he don't want nothin' else There it was,
it was you and her,
you left the credit card receipt inside the beamer babe
Oh Oh You lied You lied Oh why Why
Yes why'd you have to lie to me
Why'd you have to lie to me-e
Why'd you have to lie to me
Why, why, why, why You lied,
you lied, you lied We made, we made,
we made Oh

shupping time at sungei wang...

the four of us...
searching for bju raya...
sempat lagi possing kt tandas..
kehkehkeh....

Ladybelle and me...
dh lama tak jmpe minah ni..
makin howt la plak die...
oopsss..kembang mmbe...

tingginye...
sya,me and kecik...
smart pic of us...

KISS...KISS...
wooopsss...
dont mess up..
not a lesbian huh....
BESTFRIEND...

me in completely white suit..
very angelic look of me...

My LuRvE oNe

MeMoRy KaT SAMTTAJ ThAt WiLL nOt Be FoRgOtTeN

NAIMAH ZUT,AYU,DETTY,ZILA,ME AND PNAT SCEEN



AZILA ALIA RAIHANA IFFAH,ZUT AND QISH



PDOT,QISH AND QILA DETTY AIMI AND ZUTIQA



QISH , AYU , AIMI , NABILA



PDOT AND QISH


I have a story to tell
its bout my bestest fren
when i was in samttaj...
they fill my life with laughter
miss them a lot...
i know iffah and pdot..
when i was form 2...
so much fun between us...
bell too...
we've been bestfren..
and we always cause trouble in da school..
fun memory to remember..
i still remember...
we like to had a fight with boys..
we are like the tomboy..
hehehehe...
still remembering..
they give us a receipt as a warning..
there was a threatened letter too..
well...youngster...
nothing to do...
besides looking for trouble..


this is story when i met sceen,alia,ayu,zila and detty...
they add the colourful of our group..
actually...
ayu,zila and detty is from our enemy group..
wow..that's odd...
but that doesnt mean we cannot be friend..
who knows...we are the best friend among others..
two group combined..
and there we created one strong group...
the whole year end....
we have so much fun..
and making so much trouble..
naughty us...
but i cannot forget how naughty and bad we are..
when we had a fight with senior boys...
so awesome...
until we create a coral speaking..
just for them...
havoc year in my life...



this is story when i get to know iemah and zut...
at first...i am really not into them..
well...they are my enemy when i was in form two..
but as they say...
'tak kenal maka tak cinta...'
from enemy...we become the strongest group...
and yet they say...
'jangan benci sangat...nanti sayang...'
that is what happen to me...
gosh...
knowing them...adding more laughter to our life...
with the funny iemah,ayu and zila...
the serious detty,zut and alia...
and combination of the naughty me,iffah,bell and sceen..
this group was the most havoc of all...
oh yeah...


qish...i know her from pdot..
we are not close actually...
but times goes by..
make she enter the group...
there...the group become more stronger..
and stronger...and stronger...
aimi...
not forgot about her...
the petite girl..
always know how to make us happy..
eventhough at first we dont like her..
but sooner and later...
we became like sisters...
loving each other...
and i hope...
this friendship will last forever..
eventhough we are seperated by time and spaces...
but this friendship will remain forever..
and ever and ever and ever...